i know that everybody is different in their own ways . .im different in mine and you are different in yours . but sometimes i feel as though we are ALL capable of the same things its just mind over matter . . like relationship s for example. . . now as you know im not big on them ,BUT i have VERY VERY strong views on them. the way i see relationships is much more serious than alot of people my age do . . i feel like a relationship is some sort of pact. . when u devote yourself to somebody u make a pact to respect them and their wishes and their feelings and thoughts etc. . THATS a relationship eventhough thats typical for a basic friendship. when u "love" somebody and think youve found that right person i dont know what woud stop u from hanging on to them . . . i understand that alot of people are scared of the love thing or the relationship thing because everyone is scared to get hurt and thats normal , its expected and thats understandable. although i have my own outlook on life . .i believe in taking chances and risks and living on the edge . everyone always says to live each day like its your last but people waste all their time playing it safe !. . call me crazy but the LAST thing i want for myself is to live thinking "what if" . .thats the worst . .people tend to wak away from life changing oppurtunities because theres a 50% chance that it could change your life in a negative way . NOW, even though i can respect that . .i think that walking away is ALSO taking a 50% chance of your life changing in a negative way . .so why not just go the full mile and see what could happen . . .the worst that can happpen is yu dont work out . and then , , walk away just like u would have i the begining . . now some people would be like okay so if i might just walk away in the end anyway why even try it ? . . honestly . i have no response nor do i have respect for that thats just ignorant to me i like people who are open minded and ready to take on anything . .and if you waste your whole life living in the safe zone well , id hardly call that "living life" . the point is . get out there , try everything once . because i know that when it comes to me?? i could live with trying and not succeeding but i could NEVER live with knowing that i didnt try and if i HAD tried i could have succeeded . . just think about that !
- Holly Cabrera .
