Quits .

Ever feel like you want to just give up?

Like you wanna jus pack your bags and get in the truck?

Go forever and ever and never look back .

You'll probably never be ready to ever go back .

And to try things again . Get in the 2nd round ...

Got this pressure in my chest and its tearing me down ....

Got this got that got everything else .

Just wanna walk away into the darkness and forget everyone else ..

And just have me . Just talk to myself . Ask me the questions I need to know for myself .

Figure out why , figure out how i got here .

Think of a possible plan to act on if I ever go back to what got me here ..

The pain is movin to my stomach and its getting so much stronger .

Its taking over my heart i cant take this much longer ...

I really wanna just give up on every THING and every ONE..

Pretend nothing exists. Pretend i won !

And pretend I fought the battle and i won the war .

Knowing I didn't win shit. Just fought and fought until my emotions were sore .

Now I lay in this bed imagining a fantasy . anything but whats real.

Gotta get away from it . Its gonna kill the best of me .

its gonna catch me off guard . Guess I gotta keep it pushin for a few more yards .

- Holly Cabrera .